The End of the Line – One Last Ride
by Eric on Jan.23, 2012, under Rodeo
Each week I will showcase a different image. Something that means something to me and has a story behind it. It may not be the best image I have ever created but rest assured there will be a story.
The cowboy in this image had entered the Bowden Rodeo in Alberta last August. There are probably somewhere between 6 to 8 different rodeo circuits in Alberta. Rodeos are a very big deal here. A successful bronc rider or steer roper can make a pile of money and also become a legend.
For every successful rodeo cowboy there are hundreds of beat up, wounded, lonely and broke ones. They spend their entire summer living out of their pickup truck. If they are lucky they might have a “buckle bunny” latch on to them, rodeo’s version of a groupie. For the most part however they live a very solitary life. Even when they are with their fellow cowboys words are sparse. Cowboys are not into idle chit chat. If you have something to say, well just say it. Taciturn is a word that comes to mind.
The cowboy in this image recognized his day had come and gone. At one time he was sponsored by the likes of car manufacturers and beer companies. Things were glorious and the money, fame and chicks were rolling in. Unfortunately like many rodeo participants he suffered some major injuries. At first he tried to ride through them just like any extreme athlete would. A little extra “chew”, a set jaw and another 8 seconds of torture. The injuries caught up with him. The wins were becoming fewer and fewer. The sponsors a distant memory. The handwriting was not just on the wall, it was deeply etched into the constant pain he suffered. It was time to pack it in. To retire.
A cowboy never just quits. They have that one last ride, pack up the truck and disappear into the dust as they head out of town.
This was my subject’s last ride. We sat and chatted awhile. He relived some of his glory days with me and his eyes shone with the excitement. It was nice to see him perk up as it was very obvious he was depressed about how things turned out for him. His dreams as a young child were dashed. His identity was taken away from him. Well not for one last ride anyway. This was going to be the best one this year he told me and he wanted to make sure I had a great vantage point to watch the action.
Deep down I knew he thought it was a long shot that he would stay on for the entire 8 seconds. I noticed he had packed away all his gear prior to his ride. Most of the cowboys left their gear in the common area used for getting geared up prior to a ride. This area is sacred. Only those with permission are allowed in. If anyone gets a bad vibe from you, you’re out. It’s the cowboy’s form of a sanctuary.
My new friend happened to draw a very good horse. This was going to be a tough ride no doubt about it. His horse began bucking even before the gate was opened. This is a very dangerous position for the cowboy and the handlers to be in as anything could happen. One ton of very pissed off horse crashing and thrashing in a very tiny enclosed space. They were finally able to get the horse settled down enough and the gate was thrown open.
My friend had a great ride and stayed on for the entire 8 seconds! He jumped off the horse once the outriders got there and started to walk back to the stalls. Then it happened. The announcer said he had been disqualified for some bullshit infraction that could have been called on just about any rider that day. You see this cowboy happens to be First Nations. They knew it was going to be his last ride and they weren’t going to give him the satisfaction of walking proud. Maybe he had pissed off some people in his heyday. Maybe his ego was just a tad too big and they figured he needed to be cut down. Or maybe they were just rednecks.
My friend turned never coming back to the staging area. I think he knew something like that was going to happen and that is why he had prepacked his stuff.
All I saw of his departure was the cloud of dust his pickup kicked up as he traveled down that long straight road to cowboy hell. That place none of them want to talk about. The place where there are no sponsors, no buckle bunnies and no 8 seconds of terror.
Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish.
by Eric on Oct.07, 2011, under Commerce, Vision
Many things can be said about Steve Jobs. Many things have been said by people much more eloquent than myself so I will not add to the discourse here. I must state I am a dyed in the wool PC person. I have tried to get Macified but it just didn’t work for me. However I do enjoy my iPod. I will miss Steve’s drive, pugnacious stick it to “the man” attitude, even though he finally became “the man”. Our lives are better because of Steve Jobs. There is no one in North American business that has their poop together like Steve did. He actually MADE something. Created new products, new directions and new methods. His company profited because of his vision and drive. The world economy is failing because no one creates anything new anymore. Things are run by investment bankers and traders who only know how to create ever more convoluted money manipulation schemes that as we have seen come crashing down leaving us holding the bag.
America was great when we had the likes of Henry Ford, Thomas Edison, Benjamen Franklin and the guts and determination of the people like the engineers and support staff of NASA when they brought back a severally crippled Apollo spacecraft.
In 2005 Steve gave a commencement speech at Stanford University. It is one of the most inspirational messages I have heard in a very long time. The title to this blog posting comes from it and I encourage you to watch it in it’s entirety.
Steve Jobs – Stanford Commencement Speech
America and I include Canada in that needs 50 Steve Jobs. Today. We are doomed without them.
The Harvest is in! Finally!!
by Eric on Oct.03, 2011, under Family, Location, Travel
For the second year in a row I have helped my brother in law Eric Goerzen with harvest. This is the family farm where my wife grew up and comprises 1700 acres of high yield dirt. Eric took over farming the homestead years ago and has added to it both in size and equipment. Eric has also stepped up to and embraced the new agronomics and yield increasing technologies. It’s a well running business but requires a high level of commitment and just plain guts.
In the past Eric’s father and father in law helped with the harvest. Both of these fine gentlemen, experienced farmers in their own right, drove combines while Eric drove the grain truck. For the most part this arrangement worked well but with the newer combines it was
possible to replace the two aging combines with one relatively new one. This was a big decision to make. The price of these new machines are quite high plus the complexity of the systems running them is on several orders of magnitude more sophisticated. Much like going from a 1970′s carbureted Chevy to a new computer controlled fuel injected BMW. Fortunately Eric is also a certified heavy duty mechanic so has a head start on understanding the inner workings.
Another part of the equation when determining the need to purchase this new combine was the advanced age of Eric’s father and his father in law. Both gentlemen are dyed in the wool farmers and would rather meet their maker doing an honest days work on the farm than be put out to pasture. It was a tough decision, but one Eric had to make.
The New Holland combine Eric purchased, a CXR-40, is fully computer controlled. Almost all adjustments can be made from a screen in the combine. The driving compartment is very ergonomically well designed with sound deadening one of the major pluses. The downside of that is you can not hear what the combine engine and thrasher are doing. You have to rely on your in cabin alarms, screen readouts and the good ears of your truck driver. For old timers this is a huge leap as they are use to “driving” a combine and know what every noise and shake means.
Heck this CXR-40 has air conditioning, stereo radio, and just about any bell and whistle you can imagine. No microwave or TV though. I hear some of the newer ones have TV. Frankly I don’t see how useful this would be as it takes a lot of concentration to maneuver
around a 50 ton machine. To put that into perspective a Centurion tank, the mainstay of the British and Canadian armies during WWII, weighs in at the same tonnage.
Last year we were plagued with mechanical breakdowns. One in particular had us sidelined for a full week. The pressure was on! When the crop is ready you have to move fast. Every day counts. If a frost hits the grade of the crop can be reduced dramatically. Sometimes the crop can be so damaged it just doesn’t pay to bring it in, especially considering historically weak grain prices.
The price of wheat has not kept up with the consumer price index. On top of that western Canadian producers are hamstrung by the Canadian Wheat Board. Just another government board that rewards the east (WCB does not apply east of Manitoba) and screws the west. Check out this link for stats collected by the American USDA to give you an idea of how tough it has gotten for farmers to make ends meet. What’s happening is the family farm is nearing an end. Forced out by the economics of big business. The only way you can make a living from grain farming is to cultivate 10′s of thousands of acres. All the input costs have gone up but the revenue side has remained flat for generations.
This year’s harvest got off to a rocky start. Eric and his brother Albert were out working the combine and unknown to them an oil line had burst. By the time the alarms went off they were within a couple of minutes of seizing the engine. The line was repaired, all systems were go, and then it rained. We had to wait 2 to 3 days before the crop was dry enough to begin again. Once we were rolling everything went pretty smoothly. Blew an injector line, broke a drive chain, broke a header adjustment bolt, destroyed the header shoot gate, and
the gear box on the auger tractor gave up the ghost. For the most part minor stuff. Just additional stress. It’s hard for most people to comprehend that an entire year’s revenue is taken in during one week! 51 weeks of blood, sweat and negative cash flow. If something goes wrong and the crop is a bust, well it’s not pretty.
Many farmers feel that feeding the world is their mission. God put them on the planet to put food on our plates. They feel a real affection for the land they work. It’s almost like the land is another child of theirs. They nurture it, protect it, feed it and then feel a great sense of accomplishment when it repays them by bringing forth a great crop. I have seen farmers pick up the soil they farm and just rub it on their face. They seem to enter into a state of rapture as they smell the earthiness and feel the velvet texture.
Most farmers, especially on the family farms, earn a meager living compared to business men and women who have to shoulder the same levels of stress and calculated uncertainly. But just try and take these sod busters off the farm!
Emerging Pro Photographers
by Eric on Aug.04, 2011, under Uncategorized
Emerging Pro. To me the statement is an oxymoron. You are either a pro, or your not. Far to many weekend warriors with fancy DSLRs think they are “pro” because they have conned some relative into paying them to do a wedding. Heck most of the serious amateurs have better camera systems than real working pros!
Here is a great blog on some deadly sins non-professional, “pro’s” commits. Check it out here.
The Mud, The Blood and the Brassieres.
by Eric on Jul.26, 2011, under Digital, Location, Travel, Uncategorized
Read all about my adventures at a local small town rodeo. I have a writeup plus some photos I think you will enjoy here. I’m leaving the gallery below even though it’s broken so that the plugin developer can take a look at it.
The Mud, Blood and Brasseries. Local rodeo at Rockyford Alberta, a bustling community of 320. On rodeo weekend the population swells to over 3000. This years rodeo was held in a quagmire of mud due to heavy rainfall. Rockyford Rodeo
At the end of the day the cowboys and cowgirls huddle up and compare stories. Some tall some believable.[img src=http://blog.ericrose.com/wp-content/flagallery/rockyford_rodeo/thumbs/thumbs_dsc_4852_crop_bw_sm.jpg]Cow 1 - Cowboy 0
Each have performed their duty for the crowd. In this go around the cow comes out on top and the cowboy drags his heels in disgust.[img src=http://blog.ericrose.com/wp-content/flagallery/rockyford_rodeo/thumbs/thumbs_dsc_5020_bw_sm.jpg]Waiting
As with most sport enthusiasts, if you are not participating you are watching the competition.[img src=http://blog.ericrose.com/wp-content/flagallery/rockyford_rodeo/thumbs/thumbs_dsc_5025_bw_sm.jpg]Battle Mud
Besides working for a good 8 second ride, another incentive to stay on was the 6 inches of muck you would fall into.[img src=http://blog.ericrose.com/wp-content/flagallery/rockyford_rodeo/thumbs/thumbs_dsc_5139_bw_sm.jpg]All Walks of Life
A good rodeo brings out all kinds.[img src=http://blog.ericrose.com/wp-content/flagallery/rockyford_rodeo/thumbs/thumbs_dsc_5778_bw_sm.jpg]8 Seconds of Pure Hell
These steers and bulls are REALLY pissed and would just love to take it out on someone, anyone...[img src=http://blog.ericrose.com/wp-content/flagallery/rockyford_rodeo/thumbs/thumbs_dsc_5942_bw_sm.jpg]Watching Dad
Rodeo's are a family affair. The kids love to watch the action right up close.
Calgary Stampede 2011 – Yahoo
by Eric on Jul.18, 2011, under Uncategorized
Check out my new web folio/gallery featuring my images and thoughts on the Calgary Stampede. It will probably take me a week to loose the weight I gained in one night there lol.
http://ericrose.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=79&Itemid=82&lang=en
Three weeks in Turkey – wow!
by Eric on Jun.07, 2011, under Uncategorized
Just got back from the best trip ever. Three weeks in Turkey went by SO fast! Once the jet lag dissipates a bit and I get some images worked on I will be giving you a very detailed blog posting.
Group trip in the making as well. Stay tuned!
Crossfield Alberta
by Eric on May.01, 2011, under Cameras, Darkroom, Developing, Digital, Friends, Location, Travel
Not very far from Calgary, a city of over 1 million, is the quiet town of Crossfield. Crossfield has a population of 2861 according to their official website. Two weeks ago the population jumped by 3 as my wife and I plus one of my photo buddies Mark Bingham ventured out to enjoy this sleepy little town.
One of the things that strikes me about these small prairie towns is the quality of light. For some reason it seems brighter and clearer than in Calgary. This is probably true since they don’t have the pollution we suffer on a daily basis in Calgary. I think I read somewhere Calgary is the asthma capital of North America.
Part of this clarity renders white buildings, very white and very bright. This combined with a deep dark blue sky offers the photographer some wonderful contrasts to play with. A person might be tempted to add a polarizer to enhance this even further. This would be a mistake in my opinion, at least for the subject pictured above.
It’s hard to find a building in one of these towns without a half ton truck parked out front. Since these rural residents enjoy their open spaces and it seems they don’t like to park next to each other as well. Hence the vehicles are very well spaced down the street. You can’t be in a rush either. Chances are a car or truck will pull up right in front of you blocking what you are trying to photograph. The curious passengers will either just look at you in amazement trying to figure out what you find so interesting or will actually ask you. What a refreshing change from the city where I have had things thrown at me while photographing along busy streets.
One more thing I enjoy about these small towns are the young bucks cruising up and down the main drag, in first gear, punched out mufflers announcing their impending entrance to every young gal in town. Reminds me of my youth in Calgary. We use to disconnect our mufflers, or for the better off buy Thrush Mufflers, and cruise the “circuit” downtown. Pink slip racing was the order of the day. If you pulled up beside a Hemi Barracuda or Duster 6 Pack you knew you would be eating dust. I use to have a 1967 Belair station wagon. Real chick magnet! Not. Until I lit up the backend and took out one of those Mopar muscle cars. Yup my wagon was a sleeper. The 327 was totally blueprinted, all kinds of extra goodies added to the motor and cranked out over 430 hp. I would go through two automatic transmissions a year. It just tore them apart. Back in those days we didn’t worry about gas mileage. I suspect this baby got in the single digits.
Those were the days. Road Runners, Chargers, Barracudas, GTO’s, Da Judge, Firebirds and the Camero. Corvettes were for sissies or old guys with bad hair pieces and heavy jewelery.
I took my Linhof Technica IV out to Crossfield in addition to my Nikon D700. Had a lot of fun setting up my shots with the Tekinator. Metering, adjusting swings and rise all those activities that allow you to drop into the “Zone”. Apologies to Ansel for using his great system as a pun.
I made two film images that day. Both ruined by a bad film holder. The image above was shot as a backup with my D700. Lucky I did. Will this discourage me from using my LF gear in the future. Not in your life. It’s only a little bit about creating images and a lot about soothing my soul. I find film photography to be very relaxing. I love the pace, the contemplation, the excitement over getting it all right. I still get excited about seeing my negatives for the first time after a bath in the fixer. Watching the image emerge in the developer when printing brings me right back to working along side my dad in the darkroom. It also reminds me of my newspaper days, teaching darkroom technique to people who themselves are seeing their images come up for the first time. All this is missing from the run and gun digital photography most people practice.
I will be increasing the population of Crossfield by one once again in the near future. I still want those images on film. Digital is nice but for me at least it has no soul.
Random images from Last Summer
by Eric on Apr.30, 2011, under Cameras, Digital, Location
Since we seem to be caught in the grips of a never ending winter I thought I would post some images from last summer. Two from the Calgary Stampede billed as the Greatest Outdoor Show on Earth, and two from a local British car clubs show and shine. If you are interested in the technical details of how I did the shots and the post processing leave a comment and I will answer it to the best of my ability.












